Silvers-Jain8

I'm not really sure how to start this...hahaha.

Well I'm a homebody somewhat that suffers from wanderlust occassionally. My proffession is in the caregiving arts and this is a status I've been getting use to for a while now. It get's better each day though so I'm not complaining. One day at a time right. 

This tenatious gal is still in her 20s and trying to decide what she wants to do with her life. She likes art both traditonal and highly stylized japanese manga. My style is a bit imbetween with sprinkles of other elements. I'm a self proclaimed bookworm who loves fantasy, fiction, sci-fi, horror, suspense, and romance period dramas...definitely romances. I want to be a writer and a illustrator. In the mean time I write poetry and short stories, but I have zillions of ideas and tales untold in my head. My belief in muses are very strong as well. I sometimes dream my tales and other times they are whisphered to me like gifts. I can be often found alone and daydreaming or out and about chatting someone's ear off. Until my mood changes and I feel anxious and want to blend into the shadows like a mouse. Then later I'm annoyed so I employ passive agressive behavior as payback with a charming smile. 

My hobbies are astrology, researching (I'm highly curious about anything that catches my eye.), animals, politics (passionate really...), nature, people, sleeping, eating, and things dealing with religion and the paranormal. lol I have a renewed interest in the WWE. (maybe the hot men) Can't you imagine someone sitting there yelling at the t.v screen...yeah well that's me. My love of fanfiction is only surpassed by my love of pictures. I'm thinking about taking up photography as a hobby soon. My friends are cool people though I'm the "quirky" one in the group. They state I have the ability to make any situation ackward at any time. A big dream of mine is to just travel. Gawd I will one of these day when I have the means. ~sighs~ I really like movies, but the 80's have become my babies. Like the Breakfast club, Ferris Bueller, and The Labyrinth. Oooh Bowie in tights lol a girl has never been happier! Okay yes I was after I saw Interview with the Vampire, but that was it. And when I read the Silver Metal Lover...I really wanted to marry Silver seriously. 

I have a past history of dealing with the otherworld since I was a baby really. It's strange my childhood was like a dream. I think back to all the bizarre experiences I've had and thank God for not being in a constant state of paranoia. Though I have developed a phobia since then I don't like the dark period. So I wasn't totally unscathed ha. I try to keep written record of what I experience, but it doesn't always work out. My spirit guide whom may or may not be Faery I'm not sure is mischevious and sneaky. She pops up when I least expect it and scares the crap out of me when I do sort of see her.  She likes to communicate while I'm sleeping so I swear I get these "sleeping attacks" sometimes and can't help, but to knock out. The lovely lady in White is what I know her by since I have no other name for her.  Throughout the years I've experienced intuition, clairvoyance, clairsentience, clairaudiance, telepathy, electro-kinesis, the seeing of auras (recent and sporadic), empathy, channeling somewhat, astral projection, and a odd, but draining ability to touch an object and see it's past. That happend once and I don't want to experience it again. As for my belief in the Fae...it's complicated they kinda invited themselves into my life and never left. (So did the shadow people, but that's another story for later.) I mean I've learned to ignore alot of what I notice sometimes and them especially. They don't like to be ignored I've learned from being 12 and being pinched; while my hair was pulled at night. Now they are just stalkerish, causes my spidey senses whiplash, and like to mess with me during bed occassionally. While they laugh and whispher amongst themselves like I can't hear them. Or jump on my bed while I'm in it. Trust me I've learned to put up with a lot... *  *

Whats a girl's biggest fear um...seeing a ghost. No seriously I think I'd pass out forreal if I ever saw one. 

Well that's my intro to me and I hope you enjoyed it. Now scoot strangers, see-ya!

God Bless.